Uga-  i will get one soon, have patience.  You MUST be a glutton for punishment if you can't want to chat again! lol  Myrtle Beach sounds fun, but we both know that I would HAVE to come back.  I wouldn't want a warrant out for my arrest!

Butterfly-  GAME ON!!! lol

Tina-  I sleep on my oversized sectional sofa.  It is sooo comfortable that I am in no rush to get the bed, lol

jlh-  i would love to post the whole tag thing but I can't copy and paste at the moment and I don't feel like writing out all the rules and stuff.  i will do it though, just give me time.

In related news, I am doing ok.  Somedays I am walking around in a great mood.  I even whistle and hum to myself while walking.  then there are other days where I am mad at the world and nothing can cheer me up.   I am begining to wonder if I am bi-polar.  Even if I am (or some other mental disorder) I don't think I would take medication for it.  i love the days when I am happy!  I seem to bring a whole new aura into the work-place.  When I am angry though, that aura follows too.  I don't think I can give up my highs just to get rid of the lows.  I don't know though.

I started reading "The Fountainhead" by Ayn Rand.  I am halfway done with it and find it consuming me.  All I did this weekend was read and sleep.  I even tried bringing the book to work and reading it there.  It seemed to piss of my supervisor.  It is a funny thing actually, because that is the first time that I have seem him look upset toward me.  I guess I can sit around all day doing no work and talk as much as I want about masterbation and girls and all that other lockerroom stuff, but if I decide to read....I am going to hell!  er something like that.  This morning there literally was an hour long conversation on masterbation, btw. lol  We get on some strange topics sometimes.

I realized this weekend that I haven't been drinking very much.  Not one drop this weekend.  I do miss it though.  i need to get away from all these married couples and go have some fun.

Anyways, fifteen minutes left in my two and a half hour lunch, so I better go.  lol  You know you guys are jealous! lol

Still living, and in about two weeks I will be out of financial difficulties and into splurging, lol.  i have decided that I don't want  a dining room.  I mean who is going to use it?  So in it's stead I am  going to erect my own little gym.  Nothing big, just an eliptical, some free weights, and a yoga mat.  I am looking forward  to it.  Umm, oh yeah the computer.......If I do things right I can get one Mid-May, but I might hold out for a better monitor.  I AM spoiled you know.  i also did some price checking on plasma tv's.  I can get a 50' for about three grand.  Oh that would be splendid.  I am writing weird today.  Sorry if any comments I posted seemed odder than normal.  i am lapsing into one of my current books characters.  i have yet to pick up my bed.  It has been ready for pick up for about two weeks and I am just tooo lazy to go get it. lol  Damn this procrastinating self of mine!   I am also thinking of getting an xbox to whittle away the hours.  it gets quite lonely living alone.  Ok better run, and get back to work.  it feels like I am playing hookie! lol